
Supernatural, the longest running fantasy TV show in history, has finally reached its end, but a lot of us former fans are emotionally, mentally, and physically unable to stop talking about it. Join Clare and friends as they reminisce about iconic moments, lament all the wasted potential, and try to keep track of Team Free Will's ever-rising death toll.
Episodes

Saturday Feb 20, 2021
Episode 15: It's A Nice Day For A Canon Wedding
Saturday Feb 20, 2021
Saturday Feb 20, 2021
Pop open some champagne bottles and wear your best dress, Dean and Cas finally got hitched! Clare and Beau share their favorite moments from the reception, gossip about the attendees, and add some new memories to the Winchester wedding photo album.
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This episode was released in the third week of Black History Month, but this week we urge you to help support Texas residents through their current crisis:
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Sunday Feb 14, 2021
Bonus: Dean and Castiel's Very Real Wedding Day
Sunday Feb 14, 2021
Sunday Feb 14, 2021
Happy Valentines Day! ♥️

Saturday Feb 13, 2021
Saturday Feb 13, 2021
Ah, the two sides of Dean Winchester: complex fanon and horny canon. Clare and Jack discuss Shadow, Hell House, and Something Wicked: THEE pinnacle Dean episode, and at least try to meet John Winchester halfway.
This episode was released in the second week of Black History Month, so celebrate and uplift Black voices and culture with these links:
Why is Black History Month in February? How do you celebrate? Everything you need to know.
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Timestamps
- Episode 16 - 2:35
- Episode 17 - 19:00
- Episode 18 - 34:40
Content warnings:
PTSD, flashbacks, child neglect
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Saturday Feb 06, 2021
Episode 13: Supernatural for Beginners
Saturday Feb 06, 2021
Saturday Feb 06, 2021
When you're deep in the tar pits of Supernatural, sometimes you wonder what it's like on the outside. In this episode, Clare tests the knowledge of Zoey, who's never seen Supernatural, and info-dumps about how batshit crazy it is, in and out of the show.
This episode was released in the first week of Black History Month, so celebrate and uplift Black voices and culture with these links:
Why is Black History Month in February? How do you celebrate? Everything you need to know.
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Saturday Jan 30, 2021
Episode 12: Season 1, Ep. 13-15 (aka Dean! Gets! Pegged!)
Saturday Jan 30, 2021
Saturday Jan 30, 2021
Hoo boy, its the episode we've all been dreading. This week Clare and Moe cover Route 666, Nightmare, and The Benders. They talk about how race was addressed in the 2000s and Supernatural's many failings in treating characters of color with respect. Also, the Benders should have eaten at least one person I mean c'mon
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Timestamps
- Episode 13 - 3:50
- Episode 14 - 30:00
- Episode 15 - 46:57
Content warnings:
racism, suicide, physical abuse
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2009: An Open Letter to Eric Kripke
2013: Is Supernatural: Racist?
2017: Supernatural: Kinda Racist

Saturday Jan 23, 2021
Episode 11: Diary of a Wimpy Dad
Saturday Jan 23, 2021
Saturday Jan 23, 2021
It's your favorite John Winchester Hatecast! This week, Beau and Clare summarize John Winchester's Journal by Alex Irvine and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
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Content warnings:
Abuse, homophobia, racism and violence toward Native Americans
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Friends of Random Acts Charity Stream - Jan 23, 7:30pm - 11:30pm EST
PFLAG oversupportive Sam embarrassing Dean at pride by redwing

Saturday Jan 16, 2021
Episode 10: Season 1, Ep. 10-12 (aka HOODIE DEAN)
Saturday Jan 16, 2021
Saturday Jan 16, 2021
Happy second impeachment, everyone! This week, Clare and Beau cover Asylum, Scarecrow, and Faith. And for once they actually have positive feelings about Supernatural? Huh?
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Mental hospitals, patient abuse, mental health stigmatization, murder-suicide, suicide ideation, police killings
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Saturday Jan 09, 2021
Episode 9: Lovecraft isn't cool enough to be a monsterfucker
Saturday Jan 09, 2021
Saturday Jan 09, 2021
Clare and Chel talk about Lovecraft's influence (and guest appearance) on Supernatural, as well as horror as a whole. This includes talking about his shittiness, being disappointed by the leviathans, and the most talented parts of the SPN fandom.
Note: Teen Wolf season 7 isn't actually happening, a fan-made trailer just made our blood pressure rise
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The Necronomnomnom: Recipes and Rites from the Lore of H. P. Lovecraft by Mike Slater
Outsiders: How To Adapt H.P. Lovecraft In the 21st Century by Hbomberguy
Nora Keita Jemisin on H. P. Lovecraft
Post about SPN never dealing with monsters by andhumanslovedstories
The Leviathans Have The Angel blog
we needn’t resort to such theatrics now that we are here.
Recommended Lovecraftian movies:
Absentia
From Beyond
Reanimator
Oculus
The Void
Harlan Ellison
Haunting of Hill House

Saturday Jan 02, 2021
Saturday Jan 02, 2021
Happy New Year! This week, Clare and Beau cover Season 1's Hook Man, Bugs, and Home. And in this home, we sure hate and despise John Winchester!
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Donate to the Yuchi Language Project!
Indian Burial Grounds ft. Joey Clift (Dead Meat Podcast #36)

Saturday Dec 26, 2020
Episode 7: Supernatural AU Spectacular
Saturday Dec 26, 2020
Saturday Dec 26, 2020
Happy Holidays! As a Christmas present to themselves, Clare and Beau make some AUs and how they think Team Free Will would fit in them, specifically Dungeons and Dragons, Homestuck, and a bit of Animal Crossing. But first, Beau does a taste test of a very unusual drink...
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