Supernatural, the longest running fantasy TV show in history, has finally reached its end, but a lot of us former fans are emotionally, mentally, and physically unable to stop talking about it. Join Clare and friends as they reminisce about iconic moments, lament all the wasted potential, and try to keep track of Team Free Will's ever-rising death toll.
Episodes
Saturday Dec 04, 2021
35: Fandom Hating and Biting and Violence
Saturday Dec 04, 2021
Saturday Dec 04, 2021
This week Clare, Beau, and new guest Tom talk about fandom headcanons largely accepted by fandom yet hated by many. Thanks to @final-girl-cas for the research! They also read their first listener story courtesy of Maxine!
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Saturday Nov 20, 2021
34: Season 3, Ep. 1-3 (aka Bela is so smart and pretty)
Saturday Nov 20, 2021
Saturday Nov 20, 2021
We're coming to you live from Virginia! This week Clare visits Beau irl and they, along with plastic Castiel, talk about The Magnificient Seven, The Kids Are Alright, and Bad Day at Black Rock.
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Content warnings: gore, forced suicide, real life drowning of a child
Timestamps:
- Episode 1 - 1:29
- Episode 2 - 18:38
- Episode 3 - 36:25
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Friday Nov 05, 2021
33: One Year Later
Friday Nov 05, 2021
Friday Nov 05, 2021
Happy November 5th to Castiel and Castiel only. Today we're celebrating a whole year of the wildest night of our lives, ensuing celebrity drama, and the roller-coaster experience of being a queer Supernatural fan. Everyone have fun, don't send hate mail, and party on Clare's ACNH town!
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Saturday Oct 23, 2021
32: Welcome to our Twisted Nightmare
Saturday Oct 23, 2021
Saturday Oct 23, 2021
Thank you for joining us for our candlelit vigil in memory of Jackles' Sexy Silence. After a moment of our own sexy silence in his memory, we'll be recounting the news from Denver's Supernatural Con, mostly the bad stuff. Then, to lighten the mood, we'll go back to the topic of djinn fics, a subject that is totally not depressing in any way.
Content warnings:
- spoilers for the midnight library,pedophilia, parental death, suicide
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Lunaroceanic's aphobia and homophobia post
If One Cannot Remember, One Cannot Grieve by blueeyesandpie
Saturday Oct 09, 2021
31: Season 2, Ep. 19-21 (aka The Jacting Jhoices)
Saturday Oct 09, 2021
Saturday Oct 09, 2021
Here it is, the first and perhaps most iconique brother death! In this massive episode, Beau and Clare talk about the final 4 episodes of season 2: Folsom Prison Blues, What Is And What Should Never Be, and both parts of All Hell Breaks Loose. Along with discussions of Dean looking bloody, Dean looking sad, and Dean being touch-starved, they talk about the introduction of our first named queer character and how great Bobby is, and most importantly how pepperjack cheese is highly underrated.
Thank you to Jack for your excellent voiceover!
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Content warnings: prison rape jokes (discussed, not dealt out), incarceration, alcoholism, dean's suicidal tendencies, fetishization of queer identities, mention of Killing Stalking, child death/parental loss
Timestamps:
- Episode 19 - 4:43
- Episode 20 - 22:41
- Episode 21 - 55:59
- Episode 22 - 1:30:15
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{YTP} ~ 24601 Releases a Sammich on Parole [CC] by DaThings
Sunday Sep 19, 2021
30: Don‘t Forget To Like Comment And Subscribe
Sunday Sep 19, 2021
Sunday Sep 19, 2021
What's up you guys, this is Clare and Beau streaming Supernatural: Season 17! First off we got a couple announcements to make, like Midam dropping some new merch, Misha's convention Q&A's, and more! So SMASH THAT LIKE and don't forget to subscribe to our channel!
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In the Shadow of your Wings by Salr323
Sunday Sep 05, 2021
29: Season 2, Ep. 16-18 (aka no Dean is a good character I swear)
Sunday Sep 05, 2021
Sunday Sep 05, 2021
The Sam appreciation hours continues with Clare and Beau diving into Roadkill, Heart, and Hollywood Babylon. Aaaand of course a bunch of insane actor shenanigans happen right after they finish recording.
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Timestamps:
- Episode 16 - 12:42
- Episode 17 - 27:56
- Episode 18 - 44:23
Content warnings:
assisted suicide, animal death
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Things Get Hot Between Adam & Michael | Hell Ones
Misha Q&A panel at Momento Con
Saturday Aug 07, 2021
28: No Items, Sam Only, Final Destination
Saturday Aug 07, 2021
Saturday Aug 07, 2021
It's Sammy Saturday! This week, Clare and Beau try as hard as they can to only talk about Sam Winchester, and you know what? Clare might be a bit of a Sam girl now.
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Content warnings:
Self harm, suicidal behavior
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Last Friday I had my eyes removed by Jared Padalecki by Perfume Genius
Saturday Jul 24, 2021
27: Season 2, Ep. 13-15 (aka Dean female-gazes himself)
Saturday Jul 24, 2021
Saturday Jul 24, 2021
In this extra long (and a little messy) episode recap, Clare and Beau cover Houses of the Holy, Born on a Bad Sign, and Tall Tales. Lots of discussion about angels, tricksters, recurring characters, blah, blah blah, blah, blah blah blah, and, let's not forget, blah
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Timestamps:
- Episode 13 - 12:05
- Episode 14 - 33:41
- Episode 15 - 53:49
Content warnings:
sexual assault
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Saturday Jul 03, 2021
26: The Delicate Art of Metatextuality (aka Destiel has gone canon yet again)
Saturday Jul 03, 2021
Saturday Jul 03, 2021
Today we bring you a short update on trending Supernatural news, tomorrow who knows? Clare and Beau gush about the recent script release of Goodbye Stranger that proves what we knew all along: that Dean has loved Cas since at least season 8. They also dip into an artists spotlight featuring the talents of Lemon-wedges, CowboyClickbait, Roxyandelsewhere, and more!
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Content warnings:
AIDs, Twist and Shout, physical assault
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Spicy Samwena art by lemon-wedges